My crazy family

 So I am blessed and grateful to have a family. As it always moved my heart to see underprivileged and orphan kids down the road feeling their misery. so I am definitely grateful to my family for providing me shelter †he support. the roller coasters ride wherein you think why am I here to I'm so glad I'm here 😅

so here are the constants of my life.

papa- the complicated relation of love and hate. I owe my existence to you I love all the changes that you've brought in you despite being brought up in so conservative environment accepting rebel behavior of their kiddos. letting them go for whatever they wanna do showing belief and courage. 

Wish a few things could have been better taking a stand for your kids when they're right. when I needed you to be around to take accountability of me while I kept falling to pieces. but nevertheless, I'm here unconditionally for you and hope we feel this bridge of distance and understanding someday.

maa- A center of my universe. the person I care the most about. I'm so thankful to you as you stood rock solid beside me. I try to help you out with your health issues and any support you need understanding everyone's availability is so limited. however, I hope you feel so much better soon and get to see the world and your part of happiness which you missed so much looking after your kids and struggling in a joint family. the curiosity in your eyes while I prepare my bucket list moves me every time hope we could something together. 

Dadu: purest unconditional love and respect that I have on earth. Understanding and supporting my career throughout. getting knowledge through your life stories. teaching me humanity, serving a bigger cause especially spirituality, and introducing me to SYDA the peaceful state in my life, which gave me hopes in hopeless situations, in short, all the life lessons and sweetest things I could learn on earth. If I'm taking my last breathe would be honored to spend them in your feet or sleeping in your lap. 

Janu: a sweet little mischievous sibling it's so difficult to know what is getting cooked in her head. I find her more mature than her age she doesn't hesitate to take any responsibility that hits her by surprise be it my surgery, dadi's surgery, guiding mom for her meds. she has done the sweetest things for me and recently when she said she'll adopt me financially when she starts doing better was overwhelming. I don't poke her too much for her choices hope she takes the right decision and comes out even stronger than I ever thought

Ravu: Amm dr in a family I remember how we all convinced him to take medical field seeing mine and mom's health issues and he still curses us at times nevertheless I know you'll find your way back home bro. we do share a good bond talking about things our Millenials nature and whatnot. he's very intelligent spiritually and has a good heart who always believed in giving and non-harming. ppl still take advantage of his innocence but he tries to learn from it. 

Teju: